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| Holaa, my dearest friend !! If you're an Indonesian, then you must know what day is it, right ? Yep. It's Sumpah Pemuda, guys ! Let's celebrate it by showing Indonesian's teenager's skill and intelligents :DD ....I'm just motivating. Motivating. I tried to but it's very hard somehow. Dunno why D; Okay, so, today is my birthday ( Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me *is being an idiot* ) and somehow I felt a lot happier than last year. Not only my classmates who greeted me, but also some of my juniors and my seniors, also my teacher. Guess it's the effect becoming the member of Student Council , eh ? My friends were planning to pour me raw water and throw me some fluffy balls ( ...it's similar when you touch a jelly...but this ball shouldn't be eaten :P ) after school, but unfortunately I need to go to Penabur Senior High School 2 for my Scrabble competition. YES ! >8D Me and my 3 other friends who joined this competition was told to practice starting from 9.45 AM. So yeah, we did a practice. And I was in the last rank =___= Bad hand, bad luck. Gawd. After practicing, Eunike, my friend, asked me to company her to go to canteen. But before that, I told to her that on my birthday I got so many walls on FB. Suddenly, my English teacher jolted and showed a surprised look on her eyes. Then my principal, my Indonesian teacher and my physics teacher heard that and started greeting me... God, I was surprised a lot ! .... At 12.00 PM, we arrived at Penabur. The competition itself was held at 2.15 PM, so we waited in the library. I read some random books while listened my iPod. We kept waiting...and finally the clock showed 2.15 PM. Eunike's and my nerves started to trembling. I.Was.Afraid.To.Lose D; Especially with my vocabularies. Nooeh. Even though it was planned to start at 2.15 PM, some contestants came late, so the game was started at 2.30 PM. My opponent was kinda hard to beat, especially with his "abnormal" vocabularies, just like my senior, Kevin Lee. Sometimes we got stuck, but sometimes we challenged each other. My heart beated harder than before and my body was increasing its heat. Goddammit. Finally we finished the game. Kevin and my other senior, Raymond, seemed to be confused with our ( Eunike and me ) helpless face. We told about our opponents to them. I said to them that I was afraid to lose, because of my badluck on my birthday. *dang* D8 We waited again for the result....and finally they announced it. It turned out that I beated my opponent, because my opponent didn't go to the Final. Eunike's opponent too. ....Both of us were surprised but also excited. Eunike told me that she wanted to jump right here, right now, but I answered that she might surprised other people in there :P I also told her that I wanted to scream, but I wasn't brave enough to scream in there. Ha ha. All of us will encounter the final on Friday. Guys, wish our luck so we can win all of the prizes :D ... And finally my Wii worked. FINALLY !!!! XDDD I got Revenge of The Fallen novelization from my stepmother too :3 and also a bag from my dad XD Then I got new BB silicon case from my friend. The silicon case was kinda rare, and it's blue, my favorite colour :3 My good friend who has the same birthday as mine gave me a...toy. Inside that toy, there's some words that if you arrange it in order, you will find out the message. Aww..it's adorable ! X9 Some of my friend in Net made me special picture. God, I am soooo jealous with their skill !! And a lot people greeted me. This is the happiest part of my life for this year. Yeaah :D ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dioni_len , I'm waiting for it. *squee* | |
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Hmm...homophobic has 2 meanings. Unreasoning fear and antipathy toward homosexuals and homosexuality. Tend to ? Uh nuh, I think it depends on the type of homophobic itself. If it's only a usual fear, I think I will let it slide. But, if he/she becames paranoid just because a silly yet unreasoning fear, I think I'm gonna slap him/her off. I will try to comfort him/her and make sure that his/her fear isn't something that need to be paranoided off. I don't like either homosexuals or homosexuality, but sometimes...when my friend is homophobic, it starts to offend me a bit. Why ? because I like shounen-ai. Shounen-ai is related to both of those things. But shounen-ai is more...mild. It's only around friendship / family relationship between two boys. I can't protest them, anyway, because in my belief / religion, homosexuals and homosexuality is not allowed. Try to be patient is only the way I can think of, maybe. | |
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Being dead because of accident or bad ill. Or maybe get killed by somebody who hates me. Or...realizing that I still alive when The Day After Tomorrow has come ? If you ask about overcome it...hmm, maybe not. I love my life. And I want to make my life better day by day. I shouldn't fear these things, I know. Heck, I'm moslem. Every religion in this world teachs us to not afraid by these things. But still, when my mind crossed over about these things, I became paranoid. Uh. This makes me realize what happened recently in Indonesia. Earthquake mostly in Java and Sumatra. =( I got bad feeling about this. About Jakarta also. *hide myself behind blanket* Oh...look. I got The Beatles project and I have to make speech for my new student council president because he sucks at speech...great. Just GREAT | |
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| Greetings, everyone. Let's see..*checks the last post* OH WOW. It's almost a month since I haven't written anything in here. WOW. It reminds me with some memorable event when I wasn't online on LJ... - Due to my fangirlness of Transformers and Optimus Prime, during Lebaran, I collected a lot of allowance to buy his action figure. Sounds crazy, but that IS true. I asked about the approximate price with my cousin who likes TF also. He said he already bought 2 TF action figure, 1 Autobots, 1 Decepticons. We then talked a lot, and when I asked the price of Optimus' action figure, his eyes widened and he answered that the price is..
1,3 Million Rupiahs
Eww. For a piece of scrap metal ? NO WAY :< Hasbro is waaaay too cheapo. Even though my allowance is enough to buy that, but, STILL, 1,3 million rupiahs for a figure action ? Ugh. This is sucks.
But, I was kinda understand why they gave such an unreasonable price like that. It's HASBRO. It can produce voice ( well, I didn't dare to try it at that time because the shopkeeper was looking at me. Meh. ). It's big. It's...hmm...collectable ?
So I gave up to buy the action figure. But then, I found the chibi one ( well, it looks like the transformation level is low, and I knew at once, this is for CHILD ) that only 300 thousand rupiahs worth. :3 It's cute.
But I realized I didn't bring my money. =3= *bang head on wall*
When I finally arrived to Jakarta, I searched the chibi version through all toys store in Kelapa Gading Mall. Didn't find it. -___-
In the night, I went to MOI. I remembered there's one toy store in there. And yeah, I didn't find the chibi one but I found the action figure, but it's smaller. And it's cheaper. EUREKA ! I bought it and when I was at home, I tried to transform it. Mastered it less than 30 minutes. o_O I was surprised.
Even though the colour is darker than usual ( which makes me think until now, this is not 100% original ) but, I love to play it as a doll, or maybe doing stupid pose or something. Time to asked the Sideswipe action figure to my stepmother for my birthday's present XDD
There. Craxy, eh ?
- Student Council is a damned thing when you were chosen to become the candidate of Student Council President. Underlined it because it's the fact, and it's the truth. I am sooo fragged with the candidates' activity. Campaigns, posters, debates and such. The election is today, but it still makes me slagged because I missed a lot of lessons. Just when I thought the burden is over, my junior said that one of the other candidate and I are the most voted. WHUT DA HELL ? Seriously. I need a large space to breathe. My goal is to become a SECRETARY, not a PRESIDENT >:( ....I think I need some shounen-ai fanfictions and animes now. I hope that was only a dream. Gotta slap my cheek before it continues. 3 weeks before my birthday and I already damned by this things. =___=" GAAAH. dioni_len , I want to say a thank you for becoming a very good friend in MSN. You rock, neechan. This is what I promised to you before. Please, slap me so I can wake up. And...LJ-cut is being a fragger in front of me. D: nightmares... | |
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Well,sometimes I read it on a few magazine / my mom's tabloid. I can't say that either I believe or I don't believe, because it depends on the content, anyway. The impact ? Well, if I find the content is suggesting a good thing / positive thing, why don't we try to do it ? Who knows our live will be better if we do it. But if it tells about our bad luck, probably I won't really believe it. It's just a fortune teller thingie, anyway. Maybe I will extra careful so that won't happen :D About judging somebody's personality from their astrology, well, it's not utterly true, of course. I'm "Scorpio" but some of my character is similar with Libra's. You may use astrology as reference, but you can't use it to judge somebody's personality only based on their sign. You need to see somebody's personality from many aspects. It's only my opinion, anyway ;D | |
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Huzzah, my friend ! I'm back from those stupid projects + exam that made me depressed recently. Ah, but I'm happy because so far, my lowest result is 91 ( I got that from Chemistry =__=; guess I wasn't born to be scientist then :P ) I don't really sure with other subjects, even though I studied hard for those subjects. Oh well, at least I shouldn't join re-test or remedial, because I hate them.
Anyways, 3 weeks I left my LJ for that reason, and I did so many activities in school, such as Sahur on The Road, or HKSJ ( it's like a bazaar for paupers, beggars, etc. In this bazaar they sold things cheaper than usual. ) Sahur on The Road is very exciting ! I went to school at night FOR THE FIRST TIME and we had a lot of fun back than. Although, when the main event was held ( the Sahur on The Road itself ) I slept for 1.5 hours in the bus because I was too tired :P
HKSJ was quite fun, too. I got a job to sell sugars, and yeah, a lot of people bought it ! I just stood up for at least 15 minutes, but I've sweated a lot. Oh god, lucky I wasn't fasting at that time XD if I was...hmm...maybe after this event is done, I will sleep hard until break fasting time :P
and now, IT'S HOLIDAY ! YAY ! I left my anime stuffs for 3 weeks, and I'm sure, I missed a lot of episodes ;__; Let's see...I missed Pandora Hearts, CANAAN, Tokyo Magnitude, 07-Ghost, Tears to Tiara =___= recently I'm just watching FMA:B, because they finally slowen the pace ! :D I'm extremely happy for that ! And...MAMORU MIYANO IS JUST EPIC ! >:D Haaa ~ I'm in love with his voice now....*o*
When I read some discussion in MAL, they said that Al's characterization is improving and it's way better than FMA1. They also said in FMA1, Al is just a crying tin can, which it means, rather useless :P Hmm..I'm quite agree with this opinion...the now Al is better than in FMA1..
I'm quite curious with PH and Tokyo Magnitude. Which it means I should buy the DVD faster ;A; but when ? and how ? I don't have a lot of money right now =___= Jk jk, poor me...
And also, for those who live in Indonesia, let me make an announcement ! Nabari no Ou, Pandora Hearts and Kuroshitsuji manga is available on store now ! YAY ! XDDD I love you, Indonesia ! :3 I already bought the three of them, and although they missed a few translation...but ah, it's okay, I guess. At least they're trying to license these mangas, it's enough XD
Hmm..can somebody teach me how to make book jacket from Photoshop ? It's for my English Literature project..=.=a Oh well, I'm still newbie in Photoshop, after all : )
Okay, for those who still fasting, keep it up, guys ! It's almost done ! And for those who is having their holiday, Happy Holiday ! :3
Bye for now ~ :3
*checking the TF fanfictions archive...again XD* | |
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| AAAAH ! FINALLY ! THOSE DAMNIT PROJECTS IS DONE ! I only need to fix some minor problems =w=b 1 problem solved...and then I will have more problems again...life is full of problems, afterall -___- My good friends still don't believe me, I guess. Because that damnit projects, they thought I don't want spend my recess time with them. In fact, I can't spend my recess with them because I have to finish that damnit project ! And then they angry at me, saying that I'm not decisive to the other group's member and then keep mumbling, mumbling, and blame me all the time.. Then, they wrote in my table ( luckily they wrote it using pencil, so I will forgive them ) that I'm copycat ( I don't remember I'm being copycat...Geez...) and saying I'm coward because I don't want to discuss with them. I didn't discuss with them because my projects haven't finished yet, and I was still thinking how should I face them.. But ah, whatever. I don't want to think it anymore. Anime stuffs and TF's stuffs is a ♥ Pyuu ~ here goes my anime review for... 07 GHOST ! :D Episode 13-16 Hahahaha...a lot happened in these 4 episodes..like more stuff about Teito's past, then some ridiculous thing about Frau's past o_O Ayanami's attacked ( or maybe spyed ) Teito slowly but sure.. Okay, so Teito figured out his "Father" ( not the real Father who's Raggs Kingdom's king, but this is somebody that Teito called him "Father" ). Well, I thought it was Frau...because...their hair is similar..and those blue eyes ! *o* But...if that "Father" thingie is Frau...how come he changed his attitude drastically ???! NO WAY ! But...unfortunately that "Father" thingie was actually a bishop named Fia Kreuz ( meh...I can't remember germanish name easily...except for my Ludwig :DD ) and he was "excommunicated" ( damn, what does it means ? ) because he stole Pandora's Box that caused Raggs War.. And here goes Hakuren, supporting Teito no matter what. Once I thought he was Mikage's...replacement ? Ahaha, another shounen-ai couple in this anime :D -- Frau is prisoned because the guards suspected him as the killer of some ex-prisoner ! Oh no...;__; that damnit Ayanami ! Teito on the rescue ~ And Frau pissed him off by asking Teito to smile ! LOL XD FrauXTeito = simple win ! XD And...was Ayanami a seven ghost ? o__O I heard he's talking about Frau's sycthe or something....  I pity you Frau, because you actually can't use Bascule at all =___=
For Pandora Fan ! Here, you must check this out ! 
Pfft, Gil is SMEXY AS ALWAYS ! XD
Ahahaha, this pic is kinda....badass ? Well, I was searching human!Autobots fanart...And I find out...something crazy...
OMG ! Who is he ? Well, you know who is he... =___=
By the way, I want to say, "Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa" for those who's celebrate it... ^__^ I myself is a moslem, so yeah, I will celebrate it also ^^ Let's do our best in this year ! :D | |
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Bangsaku, rakyatku, semuanya
Bangunlah jiwanya, bangunlah raganya
Untuk Indonesia Raya... If you're an Indonesian, and you attended this morning's ceremony on your school ( if available ), then you surely sang this song. Yeah, our national song. Indonesia Raya. Well, today is Indonesia's 64th Independence Day, so, I think I'll make a special report on this special yet sorrowful day ;__; Click the LJ-cut, guys ! ( click ! )And by the way, CANAAN turned into an interesting thing :D REVENGE is sweeet X3 Ah...I want to discuss this independence thing about you...but...my MANDARIN exam is coming... =3= Oh yeah, I will announce you my new obsession ! Nisa ( she's my little sister ) : Sis, what are you doing ? Tika ( it's me ! ) : Oh, nothing. Just...reading ? Nisa : About what ? Tika : errr, something ? Nisa : Lemme see ! .... err...eh ? Sam ? Mikaela ? Bumblebee ? Tika : *picks my blackberry* don't think it, Nisa ! I'm just....accidentaly browsing about...transformers ? Nisa : you weird, sis...=__= Tika : *searching for icons* Nisa : *playing my blackberry* Tika : what're you doing with my blackberry ? Nisa : just...searching, I guess.. Tika : okay then.. *minutes later* Nisa : sis, what is this ? err...Optimus Prime ? Tika : *picks the blackberry again* what..what're you talking about ! *blushing* Nisa : your wallpaper, duh ! How come that guy is Optimus ? Tika : well...that's..his human version ? Nisa : it's weird, sis =___= don't tell me that you like... Tika : I'LL ANNOUNCE YOU GUYS ! RIGHT NOW I'M OBSESSED WITH TRANSFORMERS ! OKAY ? 'NOUGH SAID ? Nisa : jangan lebai deh ~* *literally it means don't overact or sth like that XD Huft :3 | |
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| MINNA-San ! Finally I can post something in my LJ again ;__; Gosh...my homework is getting crazier day by day, my new math teacher even worse than my previous math teacher, my hand hurt because I was tired replying walls in Facebook, and then...problems with my "good-friend" still exist...gaah...this world sure has a LOT OF PROBLEMS OUT THERE =_= So then...I guess I will make this post into anime-post again...because, well, I LOVE REVIEWING XD FMA : Brotherhood - Finally ! They slowed the pace ( well, it only happened in episode 16 though =__= or 17 ? I don't really sure... ) and it means a great thing for me ! To be honest, what I don't like from this new FMA is the pace. Only the pace. Oh yeah, and also, the scenes. I don't know why they like to cut important scenes in the manga. They try to be different with the manga ( a bit ) but they did a wrong cut-scene. Well, Irie-san ( the director of FMAB ), you need to notice this one. PLEASE DON'T RUIN EPISODE 19 ! It's Lust VS Roy, DUH ! XD ( okay...spoiler for those who hasn't read the manga D: ) FINALLY ! I watched the eps 19 and it's super GARR :D My Al is in his best condition, after all ! Tears to Tiara - Arthur realized his mistakes. He woke up Arawn with a silly methode. Even Arawn is now not in coma anymore, HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING IN THE EPISODE 18 ! Just standing while protecting that-spoiled-yet-still-useful-girl =__= ( know who ? XD ) And we already knew that Arawn isn't Arthur's father's killer from the preview on Animax -w- nah...what will Arthur do next ? :D That's some anime that I watch regularly. For some anime that I don't watch regularly, I won't review it. I'm kinda bored reviewing them all :D Anyway, I will give you one more review, it's CANAAN. kuroshiki, you know I keep complaining this anime on MSN XD  Simple. It's about action, terrorism, girl with guns ( handguns, sniper :D that's why I keep watching this one ) and implied shoujo-ai between 2 girls. One heroine, one innocent girl ( who turned into targeted girl ). Blood. Corpse. You already knew what will you find in action anime. Before I watch further, I thought the black-haired girl is a boy ! Ah, my eyes sucks =3= They have a good storyline, nice actions, but horrible, really horrible fanservice for girls. Boys, you will satisfied watching this anime. Especially if you like to watch implied shoujo-ai anime. RECOMMENDED ! :D The artwork is stable, just like what I expected from Type-Moon. The animation is also great. It makes you comfortable watching the action :3 But...I guess they use too much girls in this anime...or is this anime is for boys ? Man...I want to watch their shooting scene.. D: If they don't reduce the shoujo-ai matter..well, I will drop this one and continue watching Tokyo Magnitude 8.0 ~ Recommended : Boys / Girls who loves some ecchis, implied shoujo-ai, action, girls in guns. Not Recommended : Girls who are searching for semes/ukes around this anime, anti-action, hates shoujo-ai, hates girl's ecchi also. Anyway, I'd like to say Happy Indonesia's Independence Day ! I wish Indonesia will grow better than before ! Cheer up guys ! And...why lately I always reading fanfiction about...robots ? | |
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| *sob* I MISS ONLINE IN PC, NOTEBOOK, LAPTOP, or whatever it is =___=" and surprisingly, I MISS MY LJ THE MOST ! *sob sob* I miss my friend's LJ, miss some comms...etc DD'x ( 'kay 'kay, stop being melancholic, you FREAK ! *bang head on bed :P* ) Because now I'm very busy with my school, my cram school, and also some homework and/or project, I don't have much time to online. You know, everyday I just chatting around or maybe browsing with my BlackBerry only ! Oh, I wish LJ has an application to post entry in BB =3= It's a nightmare, but also a sweet dream for me :D because I haven't online much these days, I found rather interesting activities on the net : 1. Read people's comments about an episode in MAL (MyAnimeList.net) 2. Read anime's reviews on ANN ( AnimeNewsNetwork.com ) 3. ( I should say, this one has made me addicted ! GAH ! ) reading fanfiction on fanfiction.net xDD Everyday, I open those websites from my BB. For some people, it's a bore, but for me, it's a whole fun ! Especially the number 3 ~ I usually read FMA, Pandora Hearts, and....( ugh..please hold your laugh after you read this..) Transformers fanfiction XD Well, after having some conversation with disa96, I checked Transformer's fanfic on FF.net, and I found a lot of interesting story. Well, mostly the main chara is OC, but it's quite entertaining. I also found a fanfic where almost all the charas is in OOC mode ! LOL XD Hmm, I'll try to make this post as non-anime post. Why ? Well, it just I need to ask all of you something. Something :D So, last week, I have a fight with my 2 best-friends ( or maybe for now, I'll call them "good friend" ). Well, I don't feel like I'm the one who started the fight, but then, ah, whatever. Let's just say them as "A" and "B", okay ? A and I are in the same class and also in the same chair, so when we were in the middle of fighting, she didn't talk to me at all. After having recess, A gave me a letter. She said she wrote it together with B. So I read it. It's written " We think that you're too sensitive. And also, sometimes your laugh sounds like it's a fake laugh.
When we make a joke, you thinks that as a serious thing, but when we talk seriously, you thinks that as a joke. We were confused. It means, you take things too serious. We don't like that.
Do you don't believe to us ?
If you want our fight ends, let's talk this thing together."
So I talked to them, I asked their apologies, and then, the fight is over. Is it ? Well, sometimes I still think their joke as a serious thing, because they did a perfect acting ! And now, I don't want this fight happen again. Not anymore. Maybe, if I change our relationship from "best friend" to "good friend", it will settle everything. But, I doubt they will believe my reason. I just feel like, I don't belong with them. We're different now. My heart wish a peace and a freedom. I want to be free, not always be with them. It's better to be alone rather than have friends but they're just a fake friends, right ? I wish I can end our relationship, but ~~~~ what makes me afraid to tell the reason is, they will think me as a traitor, and we can't talk normally again. Can somebody give me a suggest or something ? Please ? *puppy-eyes* | |
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