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lonesome leader
21 November 2009 @ 02:24 pm
D;  
Wait.

WAIT WHAT ?

...*sigh* another post, guys. I know. This LJ somehow become a lurking-tool-use only. Frag, I don't mean to do that ! D:

Anyway, here's my story about last night's Art Performance.
So...yeah, I went to Mega Glodok Kemayoran at 2.30 pm. As you know, this year my school is 10 years old, thus they celebrated it with this Art Performance. In this performance, I supported as one of the choirs. I was a sopran. He he.
I arrived in there at 3.00 pm. Just like what my teacher said, I went to Sapphire Room immidiately. But, I found nothing there. I couldn't find my costume either. Then, I went to 10th level ( the Sapphire Room is at 9th level ) and met Melissa, my friend who was an Alto. We then went into a room where all make-up artist gathered together. Blah blah..

*bored, so let's go to the main topic that I wanna tell to you*

I MET, SAW, AND WATCHED SHERINA LIVE JUST BESIDE AT THE STAGE ! o_O Yeah, Sherina was one of the guest star in this Art Performance. Never imagine her performance will be this amazing. She brought a pianika and a small keyboard to the stage, and played it by herself :D I sang together with my friend when she sang "Cinta Pertama dan Terakhir" and "Heal the World"'s MJ. Somehow her voice is more interesting in live than in the record :)

I adore you now, Sherina. And I adore you because of your twitter also. Her twitter is just...hillarious sometimes XDD

Gonna watch Astro Boy today. Anybody have watched it ?
One more question, does somebody know when New Moon will premiere on Indonesia ( or SE's ) cinemas ?

 
 
Current Location: cyber cafe yet again..
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Boom De Ya Da ( Discovery Channnel's Commercial :D )
 
 
lonesome leader
14 November 2009 @ 12:20 pm
I tried this feature on my stepmom's BlackBerry. XD yay finally ! ~
Huft, recently I was overexhausted because of my choir practice for Pagelaran Seni. =_= I lost my voice eiher. Slag

Just heard about Mama Lauren's betting about Bandung's longest fly-over will collapsed. She said if it doesn't happen, she will change her religion. When exactly is the prediction? Anybody knows?

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Current Mood: angry
 
 
lonesome leader
28 October 2009 @ 08:43 pm

Holaa, my dearest friend !!
If you're an Indonesian, then you must know what day is it, right ?

Yep.

It's Sumpah Pemuda, guys !
Let's celebrate it by showing Indonesian's teenager's skill and intelligents :DD

....I'm just motivating. Motivating. I tried to but it's very hard somehow. Dunno why D;

Okay, so, today is my birthday ( Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me *is being an idiot* ) and somehow I felt a lot happier than last year. Not only my classmates who greeted me, but also some of my juniors and my seniors, also my teacher. Guess it's the effect becoming the member of Student Council , eh ?
My friends were planning to pour me raw water and throw me some fluffy balls ( ...it's similar when you touch a jelly...but this ball shouldn't be eaten :P ) after school, but unfortunately I need to go to Penabur Senior High School 2 for my Scrabble competition. YES ! >8D

Me and my 3 other friends who joined this competition was told to practice starting from 9.45 AM. So yeah, we did a practice. And I was in the last rank =___= Bad hand, bad luck. Gawd.
After practicing, Eunike, my friend, asked me to company her to go to canteen. But before that, I told to her that on my birthday I got so many walls on FB. Suddenly, my English teacher jolted and showed a surprised look on her eyes. Then my principal, my Indonesian teacher and my physics teacher heard that and started greeting me...

God,  I was surprised a lot !

....

At 12.00 PM, we arrived at Penabur. The competition itself was held at 2.15 PM, so we waited in the library. I read some random books while listened my iPod. We kept waiting...and finally the clock showed 2.15 PM. Eunike's and my nerves started to trembling. I.Was.Afraid.To.Lose
D; Especially with my vocabularies. Nooeh.

Even though it was planned to start at 2.15 PM, some contestants came late, so the game was started at 2.30 PM. My opponent was kinda hard to beat, especially with his "abnormal" vocabularies, just like my senior, Kevin Lee. Sometimes we got stuck, but sometimes we challenged each other. My heart beated harder than before and my body was increasing its heat. Goddammit.
Finally we finished the game. Kevin and my other senior, Raymond, seemed to be confused with our ( Eunike and me ) helpless face. We told about our opponents to them. I said to them that I was afraid to lose, because of my badluck on my birthday. *dang* D8

We waited again for the result....and finally they announced it. It turned out that I beated my opponent, because my opponent didn't go to the Final. Eunike's opponent too. ....Both of us were surprised but also excited. Eunike told me that she wanted to jump right here, right now, but I answered that she might surprised other people in there :P I also told her that I wanted to scream, but I wasn't brave enough to scream in there. Ha ha.

All of us will encounter the final on Friday. Guys, wish our luck so we can win all of the prizes :D

...

And finally my Wii worked. FINALLY !!!! XDDD
I got Revenge of The Fallen novelization from my stepmother too :3 and also a bag from my dad XD

Then I got new BB silicon case from my friend. The silicon case was kinda rare, and it's blue, my favorite colour :3
My good friend who has the same birthday as mine gave me a...toy. Inside that toy, there's some words that if you arrange it in order, you will find out the message. Aww..it's adorable ! X9

Some of my friend in Net made me special picture. God, I am soooo jealous with their skill !!
And a lot people greeted me. This is the happiest part of my life for this year. Yeaah :D
[info]dioni_len , I'm waiting for it. *squee*
 
 
Current Location: always in my bed..
Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: The Climb - Miley Cyrus
 
 
lonesome leader
25 October 2009 @ 09:45 pm

If a friend or relative makes a racist or homophobic remark, do you tend to confront them or let it slide? Are you more likely to confront them if it offends you directly or someone else who seems reluctant to speak up?


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Hmm...homophobic has 2 meanings. Unreasoning fear and antipathy toward homosexuals and homosexuality.

Tend to ? Uh nuh, I think it depends on the type of homophobic itself. If it's only a usual fear, I think I will let it slide. But, if he/she becames paranoid just because a silly yet unreasoning fear, I think I'm gonna slap him/her off. I will try to comfort him/her and make sure that his/her fear isn't something that need to be paranoided off.

I don't like either homosexuals or homosexuality, but sometimes...when my friend is homophobic, it starts to offend me a bit. Why ? because I like shounen-ai. Shounen-ai is related to both of those things. But shounen-ai is more...mild. It's only around friendship / family relationship between two boys.
I can't protest them, anyway, because in my belief / religion, homosexuals and homosexuality is not allowed. Try to be patient is only the way I can think of, maybe.
 
 
Current Location: My messy room !
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: Golden Time Lover - Sukima Switch
 
 
lonesome leader

What is your biggest fear? Have you tried to overcome it?

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Being dead because of accident or bad ill. Or maybe get killed by somebody who hates me. Or...realizing that I still alive when The Day After Tomorrow has come ?
If you ask about overcome it...hmm, maybe not. I love my life. And I want to make my life better day by day.
I shouldn't fear these things, I know. Heck, I'm moslem. Every religion in this world teachs us to not afraid by these things. But still, when my mind crossed over about these things, I became paranoid. Uh.

This makes me realize what happened recently in Indonesia. Earthquake mostly in Java and Sumatra. =( I got bad feeling about this. About Jakarta also. *hide myself behind blanket*

Oh...look. I got The Beatles project and I have to make speech for my new student council president because he sucks at speech...great. Just GREAT
 
 
Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: Infinite White - Steve Jablosky
 
 
lonesome leader
13 October 2009 @ 10:07 pm
Greetings, everyone. Let's see..*checks the last post* OH WOW. It's almost a month since I haven't written anything in here. WOW. It reminds me with some memorable event when I wasn't online on LJ...

- Due to my fangirlness of Transformers and Optimus Prime, during Lebaran, I collected a lot of allowance to buy his action figure. Sounds crazy, but that IS true. I asked about the approximate price with my cousin who likes TF also. He said he already bought 2 TF action figure, 1 Autobots, 1 Decepticons. We then talked a lot, and when I asked the price of Optimus' action figure, his eyes widened and he answered that the price is..

1,3 Million Rupiahs

Eww. For a piece of scrap metal ? NO WAY :< Hasbro is waaaay too cheapo. Even though my allowance is enough to buy that, but, STILL, 1,3 million rupiahs for a figure action ? Ugh. This is sucks.
But, I was kinda understand why they gave such an unreasonable price like that. It's HASBRO. It can produce voice ( well, I didn't dare to try it at that time because the shopkeeper was looking at me. Meh. ). It's big. It's...hmm...collectable ?
So I gave up to buy the action figure. But then, I found the chibi one ( well, it looks like the transformation level is low, and I knew at once, this is for CHILD ) that only 300 thousand rupiahs worth. :3 It's cute.

But I realized I didn't bring my money. =3= *bang head on wall*

When I finally arrived to Jakarta, I searched the chibi version through all toys store in Kelapa Gading Mall. Didn't find it. -___-
In the night, I went to MOI. I remembered there's one toy store in there. And yeah, I didn't find the chibi one but I found the action figure, but it's smaller. And it's cheaper. EUREKA ! I bought it and when I was at home, I tried to transform it. Mastered it less than 30 minutes. o_O I was surprised.
Even though the colour is darker than usual ( which makes me think until now, this is not 100% original ) but, I love to play it as a doll, or maybe doing stupid pose or something. Time to asked the Sideswipe action figure to my stepmother for my birthday's present XDD


There. Craxy, eh ?

- Student Council is a damned thing when you were chosen to become the candidate of Student Council President.  Underlined it because it's the fact, and it's the truth. I am sooo fragged with the candidates' activity. Campaigns, posters, debates and such. The election is today, but it still makes me slagged because I missed a lot of lessons. Just when I thought the burden is over, my junior said that one of the other candidate and I are the most voted. WHUT DA HELL ?
Seriously. I need a large space to breathe. My goal is to become a SECRETARY, not a PRESIDENT >:(

....I think I need some shounen-ai fanfictions and animes now. I hope that was only a dream. Gotta slap my cheek before it continues.
3 weeks before my birthday and I already damned by this things. =___=" GAAAH.

[info]dioni_len , I want to say a thank you for becoming a very good friend in MSN. You rock, neechan. This is what I promised to you before. Please, slap me so I can wake up.
 And...LJ-cut is being a fragger in front of me. D: nightmares...

 
 
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Turn - Yuki Kajiura
 
 
lonesome leader
27 September 2009 @ 12:23 pm

Do you believe in astrology? If so, how often do you check your horoscope and how does it impact your life? If not, do you get annoyed when people make assumptions about you based on your sign?


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Well,sometimes I read it on a few magazine / my mom's tabloid. I can't say that either I believe or I don't believe, because it depends on the content, anyway. The impact ? Well, if I find the content is suggesting a good thing / positive thing, why don't we try to do it ? Who knows our live will be better if we do it. But if it tells about our bad luck, probably I won't really believe it. It's just a fortune teller thingie, anyway. Maybe I will extra careful so that won't happen :D

About judging somebody's personality from their astrology, well, it's not utterly true, of course. I'm "Scorpio" but some of my character is similar with Libra's. You may use astrology as reference, but you can't use it to judge somebody's personality only based on their sign. You need to see somebody's personality from many aspects. It's only my opinion, anyway ;D
 
 
lonesome leader
14 September 2009 @ 11:08 am


Huzzah, my friend ! I'm back from those stupid projects + exam that made me depressed recently. Ah, but I'm happy because so far, my lowest result is 91 ( I got that from Chemistry =__=; guess I wasn't born to be scientist then :P ) I don't really sure with other subjects, even though I studied hard for those subjects. Oh well, at least I shouldn't join re-test or remedial, because I hate them.

Anyways, 3 weeks I left my LJ for that reason, and I did so many activities in school, such as Sahur on The Road, or HKSJ ( it's like a bazaar for paupers, beggars, etc. In this bazaar they sold things cheaper than usual. ) Sahur on The Road is very exciting ! I went to school at night FOR THE FIRST TIME and we had a lot of fun back than. Although, when the main event was held ( the Sahur on The Road itself ) I slept for 1.5 hours in the bus because I was too tired :P
HKSJ was quite fun, too. I got a job to sell sugars, and yeah, a lot of people bought it ! I just stood up for at least 15 minutes, but I've sweated a lot. Oh god, lucky I wasn't fasting at that time XD if I was...hmm...maybe after this event is done, I will sleep hard until break fasting time :P

and now, IT'S HOLIDAY ! YAY ! I left my anime stuffs for 3 weeks, and I'm sure, I missed a lot of episodes ;__; Let's see...I missed Pandora Hearts, CANAAN, Tokyo Magnitude, 07-Ghost, Tears to Tiara =___= recently I'm just watching FMA:B, because they finally slowen the pace ! :D I'm extremely happy for that ! And...MAMORU MIYANO IS JUST EPIC ! >:D Haaa ~ I'm in love with his voice now....*o*
When I read some discussion in MAL, they said that Al's characterization is improving and it's way better than FMA1. They also said in FMA1, Al is just a crying tin can, which it means, rather useless :P Hmm..I'm quite agree with this opinion...the now Al is better than in FMA1..

I'm quite curious with PH and Tokyo Magnitude. Which it means I should buy the DVD faster ;A; but when ? and how ? I don't have a lot of money right now =___= Jk jk, poor me...

And also, for those who live in Indonesia, let me make an announcement ! Nabari no Ou, Pandora Hearts and Kuroshitsuji manga is available on store now ! YAY ! XDDD I love you, Indonesia ! :3 I already bought the three of them, and although they missed a few translation...but ah, it's okay, I guess. At least they're trying to license these mangas, it's enough XD


Hmm..can somebody teach me how to make book jacket from Photoshop ? It's for my English Literature project..=.=a Oh well, I'm still newbie in Photoshop, after all : )

Okay, for those who still fasting, keep it up, guys ! It's almost done ! And for those who is having their holiday, Happy Holiday ! :3
Bye for now ~ :3

*checking the TF fanfictions archive...again XD*

 
 
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: New Divide - Linkin Park
 
 
lonesome leader
20 August 2009 @ 08:44 pm
AAAAH ! FINALLY ! THOSE DAMNIT PROJECTS IS DONE ! I only need to fix some minor problems =w=b
1 problem solved...and then I will have more problems again...life is full of problems, afterall -___-

My good friends still don't believe me, I guess. Because that damnit projects, they thought I don't want spend my recess time with them. In fact, I can't spend my recess with them because I have to finish that damnit project ! And then they angry at me, saying that I'm not decisive to the other group's member and then keep mumbling, mumbling, and blame me all the time..
Then, they wrote in my table ( luckily they wrote it using pencil, so I will forgive them ) that I'm copycat ( I don't remember I'm being copycat...Geez...) and saying I'm coward because I don't want to discuss with them. I didn't discuss with them because my projects haven't finished yet, and I was still thinking how should I face them..

But ah, whatever. I don't want to think it anymore. Anime stuffs and TF's stuffs is a ♥
Pyuu ~ here goes my anime review for... 07 GHOST ! :D

Episode 13-16

Hahahaha...a lot happened in these 4 episodes..like more stuff about Teito's past, then some ridiculous thing about Frau's past o_O Ayanami's attacked ( or maybe spyed ) Teito slowly but sure..
Okay, so Teito figured out his "Father" ( not the real Father who's Raggs Kingdom's king, but this is somebody that Teito called him "Father" ). Well, I thought it was Frau...because...their hair is similar..and those blue eyes ! *o* But...if that "Father" thingie is Frau...how come he changed his attitude drastically ???! NO WAY !
But...unfortunately that "Father" thingie was actually a bishop named Fia Kreuz ( meh...I can't remember germanish name easily...except for my Ludwig :DD ) and he was "excommunicated" ( damn, what does it means ? ) because he stole Pandora's Box that caused Raggs War..

And here goes Hakuren, supporting Teito no matter what. Once I thought he was Mikage's...replacement ? Ahaha, another shounen-ai couple in this anime :D
--
Frau is prisoned because the guards suspected him as the killer of some ex-prisoner ! Oh no...;__; that damnit Ayanami !
Teito on the rescue ~ And Frau pissed him off by asking Teito to smile ! LOL XD FrauXTeito = simple win ! XD
And...was Ayanami a seven ghost ? o__O I heard he's talking about Frau's sycthe or something....

frau Pictures, Images and Photos

I pity you Frau, because you actually can't use Bascule at all =___=

For Pandora Fan ! Here, you must check this out !

 

Pfft, Gil is SMEXY AS ALWAYS ! XD

Ahahaha, this pic is kinda....badass ? Well, I was searching human!Autobots fanart...And I find out...something crazy...


OMG ! Who is he ? Well, you know who is he... =___=

By the way, I want to say, "Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa" for those who's celebrate it... ^__^ I myself is a moslem, so yeah, I will celebrate it also ^^  Let's do our best in this year ! :D
 
 
Current Location: my own rooom
Current Mood: good
Current Music: Anata no Oto - Megumi Nakajima
 
 
lonesome leader
17 August 2009 @ 07:48 pm
Hiduplah tanahku, hiduplah negeriku
Bangsaku, rakyatku, semuanya
Bangunlah jiwanya, bangunlah raganya
Untuk Indonesia Raya...


If you're an Indonesian, and you attended this morning's ceremony on your school ( if available ), then you surely sang this song. Yeah, our national song. Indonesia Raya. Well, today is Indonesia's 64th Independence Day, so, I think I'll make a special report on this special yet sorrowful day ;__;

Click the LJ-cut, guys !

click ! )

And by the way, CANAAN turned into an interesting thing :D REVENGE is sweeet X3

Ah...I want to discuss this independence thing about you...but...my MANDARIN exam is coming... =3=
Oh yeah, I will announce you my new obsession !

Nisa ( she's my little sister ) : Sis, what are you doing ?
Tika ( it's me ! ) : Oh, nothing. Just...reading ?
Nisa : About what ?
Tika : errr, something ?
Nisa : Lemme see ! .... err...eh ? Sam ? Mikaela ? Bumblebee ?
Tika : *picks my blackberry* don't think it, Nisa ! I'm just....accidentaly browsing about...transformers ?
Nisa : you weird, sis...=__=

Tika : *searching for icons*
Nisa : *playing my blackberry*
Tika : what're you doing with my blackberry ?
Nisa : just...searching, I guess..
Tika : okay then..
*minutes later*
Nisa : sis, what is this ? err...Optimus Prime ?
Tika : *picks the blackberry again* what..what're you talking about ! *blushing*
Nisa : your wallpaper, duh ! How come that guy is Optimus ?
Tika : well...that's..his human version ?
Nisa : it's weird, sis =___= don't tell me that you like...

Tika : I'LL ANNOUNCE YOU GUYS ! RIGHT NOW I'M OBSESSED WITH TRANSFORMERS ! OKAY ? 'NOUGH SAID ?

Nisa : jangan lebai deh ~*
*literally it means don't overact or sth like that XD

Huft :3
 
 
Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: Lion - May'n & Megumi Nakajima
 
 
lonesome leader
14 August 2009 @ 08:42 pm
MINNA-San ! Finally I can post something in my LJ again ;__; Gosh...my homework is getting crazier day by day, my new math teacher even worse than my previous math teacher, my hand hurt because I was tired replying walls in Facebook, and then...problems with my "good-friend" still exist...gaah...this world sure has a LOT OF PROBLEMS OUT THERE =_=

So then...I guess I will make this post into anime-post again...because, well, I LOVE REVIEWING XD

FMA : Brotherhood - Finally ! They slowed the pace ( well, it only happened in episode 16 though =__= or 17 ? I don't really sure... ) and it means a great thing for me ! To be honest, what I don't like from this new FMA is the pace. Only the pace. Oh yeah, and also, the scenes. I don't know why they like to cut important scenes in the manga. They try to be different with the manga ( a bit ) but they did a wrong cut-scene. Well, Irie-san ( the director of FMAB ), you need to notice this one. PLEASE DON'T RUIN EPISODE 19 ! It's Lust VS Roy, DUH ! XD ( okay...spoiler for those who hasn't read the manga D: )
FINALLY ! I watched the eps 19 and it's super GARR :D My Al is in his best condition, after all !

Tears to Tiara - Arthur realized his mistakes. He woke up Arawn with a silly methode. Even Arawn is now not in coma anymore, HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING IN THE EPISODE 18 ! Just standing while protecting that-spoiled-yet-still-useful-girl =__= ( know who ? XD ) And we already knew that Arawn isn't Arthur's father's killer from the preview on Animax -w- nah...what will Arthur do next ? :D

That's some anime that I watch regularly. For some anime that I don't watch regularly, I won't review it. I'm kinda bored reviewing them all :D
Anyway, I will give you one more review, it's CANAAN.[info]kuroshiki, you know I keep complaining this anime on MSN XD

CANAAN Pictures, Images and Photos

Simple. It's about action, terrorism, girl with guns ( handguns, sniper :D that's why I keep watching this one ) and implied shoujo-ai between 2 girls. One heroine, one innocent girl ( who turned into targeted girl ). Blood. Corpse. You already knew what will you find in action anime. Before I watch further, I thought the black-haired girl is a boy ! Ah, my eyes sucks =3=
They have a good storyline, nice actions, but horrible, really horrible fanservice for girls. Boys, you will satisfied watching this anime. Especially if you like to watch implied shoujo-ai anime. RECOMMENDED ! :D

The artwork is stable, just like what I expected from Type-Moon. The animation is also great. It makes you comfortable watching the action :3 But...I guess they use too much girls in this anime...or is this anime is for boys ? Man...I want to watch their shooting scene.. D: If they don't reduce the shoujo-ai matter..well, I will drop this one and continue watching Tokyo Magnitude 8.0 ~

Recommended : Boys / Girls who loves some ecchis, implied shoujo-ai, action, girls in guns.
Not Recommended : Girls who are searching for semes/ukes around this anime, anti-action, hates shoujo-ai, hates girl's ecchi also.


Anyway, I'd like to say
Happy Indonesia's Independence Day ! I wish Indonesia will grow better than before ! Cheer up guys !

And...why lately I always reading fanfiction about...robots ?

 
 
Current Location: my new laptop *hugs*
Current Mood: embarrassed
Current Music: What I've Done - Linkin Park
 
 
lonesome leader
02 August 2009 @ 11:22 am
*sob* I MISS ONLINE IN PC, NOTEBOOK, LAPTOP, or whatever it is =___=" and surprisingly, I MISS MY LJ THE MOST ! *sob sob* I miss my friend's LJ, miss some comms...etc DD'x ( 'kay 'kay, stop being melancholic, you FREAK ! *bang head on bed :P* )

Because now I'm very busy with my school, my cram school, and also some homework and/or project, I don't have much time to online. You know, everyday I just chatting around or maybe browsing with my BlackBerry only ! Oh, I wish LJ has an application to post entry in BB =3=
It's a nightmare, but also a sweet dream for me :D because I haven't online much these days, I found rather interesting activities on the net :

1. Read people's comments about an episode in MAL (MyAnimeList.net)
2. Read anime's reviews on ANN ( AnimeNewsNetwork.com )
3. ( I should say, this one has made me addicted ! GAH ! ) reading fanfiction on fanfiction.net xDD

Everyday, I open those websites from my BB. For some people, it's a bore, but for me, it's a whole fun ! Especially the number 3 ~ I usually read FMA, Pandora Hearts, and....( ugh..please hold your laugh after you read this..) Transformers fanfiction XD Well, after having some conversation with [info]disa96, I checked Transformer's fanfic on FF.net, and I found a lot of interesting story. Well, mostly the main chara is OC, but it's quite entertaining. I also found a fanfic where almost all the charas is in OOC mode ! LOL XD


Hmm, I'll try to make this post as non-anime post. Why ? Well, it just I need to ask all of you something. Something :D

So, last week, I have a fight with my 2 best-friends ( or maybe for now, I'll call them "good friend" ). Well, I don't feel like I'm the one who started the fight, but then, ah, whatever.
Let's just say them as "A" and "B", okay ? A and I are in the same class and also in the same chair, so when we were in the middle of fighting, she didn't talk to me at all.
After having recess, A gave me a letter. She said she wrote it together with B. So I read it. It's written

"We think that you're too sensitive. And also, sometimes your laugh sounds like it's a fake laugh.
When we make a joke, you thinks that as a serious thing, but when we talk seriously, you thinks that as a joke. We were confused. It means, you take things too serious. We don't like that.

Do you don't believe to us ?

If you want our fight ends, let's talk this thing together."

So I talked to them, I asked their apologies, and then, the fight is over. Is it ? Well, sometimes I still think their joke as a serious thing, because they did a perfect acting ! And now, I don't want this fight happen again. Not anymore. Maybe, if I change our relationship from "best friend" to "good friend", it will settle everything. But, I doubt they will believe my reason. I just feel like, I don't belong with them. We're different now.
My heart wish a peace and a freedom. I want to be free, not always be with them. It's better to be alone rather than have friends but they're just a fake friends, right ?
I wish I can end our relationship, but ~~~~ what makes me afraid to tell the reason is, they will think me as a traitor, and we can't talk normally again.

Can somebody give me a suggest or something ? Please ? *puppy-eyes*
 
 
Current Location: NEST base ! XD
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: JAP - Abingdon Boys School
 
 
lonesome leader
17 July 2009 @ 03:23 pm
Ah, yes, it's been a week since I wrote in here. Aaah, would you please blame the weather in Jakarta ?

Monday - I got high fever. Well, I already got it from Sunday actually. I don't know why the medicine don't reduce my body's temperature. Sigh. Now I should cancel all my activity and most important, cancel watch Blood : The Last Vampire...

Tuesday - My fever was getting worse. It reached 40 degrees. I was afraid of swine flu, dengue fever or something like that. Egh. I doubted the medicine....was it really work ?

Wednesday - And yeah, it was working. My body's temperature reduced in the morning. Lucky. But not lucky either in other side. I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL ! DUH ! So I just playing BBI in home ( and finished it less than 1 hour ! >:D ) and taking a nap all time just because my mom was afraid with my body's temperature...

Thursday - I managed to go to school. But, heck, I got a horrible class. Full of crazy people and such. PE made me dizzy, fizzy and feel strange o_o;; and what I thought in PE class was right. My body's temperature increased and hell, I should sleep again...rest again...

Friday - Bomb ? oh sucks. check [info]dioni_len LJ for more info. I'm kinda lazy to write in here because I still remember what my mom said when I post a strange status in FB. And please, foreigners, don't think Indonesia as a negative country with a negative people =__= Zzz, why my mom keep interfering my FB ? Sucks..
And now I should cancel watch Harry Potter (again...)




Non-sense talk between Paku and Rie ! >:D ( I mean Paku Romi and Rie Kugimiya ) A very anti shoujo-ai ? Please, don't watch this. I'm an anti but not really paranoid though ^^;

A big hugs to these people for their attention of my LJ ! Jeez, I love you, guys ! ( Please don't misunderstanding, hehehe. )
- [info]disa96 who entertains me with her crazy comment in FB XD
-[info]turnersyndrome who's Al <3 also ! More Al-fan ! XD
- [info]dioni_len who has been supporting me in LJ for...let's see..2 months ? lol
- [info]itesuku_kaze yeah...miss your comment in FB...

 
 
Current Location: Ritz Carlton XDD *joking*
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Hologram - NICO Touches the Walls
 
 
lonesome leader
11 July 2009 @ 10:58 am
So here I am, writing some crazy entry again..just like yesterday ~ I'm so glad I could post entry in LJ everyday like this XDD Well, In school time, it won't happen, of course XDD

FINALLY XD  I MANAGED TO BEAT FUHRER AFTER I HAD MY "BUKA PUASA" ( does somebody in here knows "buka puasa" in English ? I don't have any idea lol ) Hmm...I've been trying to beat Fuhrer King Bradley since 2 days ago...and I just beated him last night XDD I think I've tried to beat him 15 times... =___= yeah, I'm not good at fighting games or something like that...
Yesterday, I fasted because I still have debt in last year. You know, in Ramadhan last year, I missed my fasting for a long day -___-" So in the morning and afternoon, I tried to beat Fuhrer, but it didn't works..

Then, after I had my "buka puasa", I switched on my computer again, and I tried to beat him again. HAHAHA. I beat him in only 3 minutes ! o_O that's kinda surprising...LMAO..
I thought to myself, "Is God finally granted my wish or what ?" Because that, somehow fasting makes my wish come true :D Weird, but it's true XD

I finished Pride Ed Ending, and now I'm trying to finish Roy Ending XD They have some awesome snapshots there XDD ( especially when Ed was crying under the rain and Roy was behind him. <3 it ! >_< )



*stole it from BBI's fansite, LOL*  I don't know why, but it seems this scene has changed my mind about EdXRoy X3

And finally, I watched FMAB Episode 14 on Animax last night. Yeah, they didn't cut the scene again, just change it a bit :P I love the action between Greed X Bradley :)) it's simply awesome ! XD
Is it just my feeling or what that FMAB's narrator's seiyuu and Father's seiyuu is the same person ? :-/ Father's seiyuu is kinda different from what I thought...hahaha.

And preview for episode 15.. yes, LING YAO = MAMORU MIYANO ??? WHATDEHEK ? D: it's gotta be interesting ~~
waiting for Mei Chang's performance either ~ :3 ah, don't forget Ran Fan ! Nana Mizuki da ~ :D



New Opening and Ending also ! YAY ! xDD

 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Joint - Mami Kawada
 
 
lonesome leader
10 July 2009 @ 01:05 pm
So, in cyber cafe I tried to search the newest Opening and Ending Song of FMA : Brotherhood
Kinda curious, because I never heard these bands / artists
Yeah, I should ask google and search all over the youtube. it's kinda sucks, but I'm curious >:D

2nd Ending : Let It Out - Miho Fukuhara



Artist's Picture :



Hmm..it's kinda nice I guess, but I prefer Uso :D

For the 2nd Opening...urrgh..it's kinda hard to search...I dunno why... =3= Can't find any...
But I think I find good sample for NICO Touches the Wall's song :D



Haha, it's nice to hear also :D
It's not the 2nd opening, okay ? It's just another sample of NICO Touches the Walls' song ( hah ? so they performed one of Shippuden's ED also ? wow O_O )

2nd Opening : Hologram - NICO Touches the Walls

Anyway, if somebody knows where I can hear the 2nd opening, please tell me ! >:D

 
 
Current Location: cyber cafe =_=
Current Mood: envious
Current Music: metamorphose - asriel
 
 
lonesome leader
09 July 2009 @ 05:32 pm
AAARGH ! I just remember that next Monday, I should go to school again =3= Yeah, it's sucks, really. Now I'm in Grade 8 and everything will become harder ( even though [info]augrit said the opposite. Yeah, I hope what she said is true :D ) Hohoho, I was thinking about my experience last year...threatened by my seniors...collecting those freaking yet useless signature...being humiliated by the teachers...ahahaha. Because I'm the member of Student Council, I swear, I'll make my juniors as mad as I was >:D
Nah. Now you know I'm cruel x9

Ah...the holiday almost over but I didn't have time to go to buy anime VCDs =_= Somehow I wanna drop 07-Ghost from my anime-list. Why ? Yeah, I feel totally bored. Dunno why. I was excited when I read the manga, but when I watched the anime -___- those "excited feelings" disappeared. I also dropped the manga, actually -w-~~
K-On has finished, and it means I can buy another anime VCD xDD Yeah, I'm planning to buy CANAAN and Sora no Manimani. If [info]augrit come to my house again, I'll ask Tokyo Magnitude from her =D



Pride!Ed MOE, eh ? <3 xDD Yeah, recently I'm trying to get this ending, after the Veggie Ed Ending XD But things getting harder... ( you know, when I was fighting with Lust using Roy, I spent 30 minutes to beat her ! DX Now I'm afraid, I probably spent 1 hour or more to beat King Bradley =__=" )

I just realized that my computer can only read Traditional Chinese, while the snapshots in BlueBird's Illusion Fansite can read Simplified Chinese =3= Computer, you're gonna dead after I format you and kicked out those virus in your body -_-

Gyahahaha xDD WHEN THE NEXT CHAPTER OF FMA WILL OUT?! WHY IT TOOK 1 MONTH TO WAIT IT ?? NOW I'M CURIOUS, REALLY x'( wishing Hohenheim's victory ~ YAY ! XD
 


 
 
Current Location: Mom's office ?
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: Falling Down - Oasis
 
 
lonesome leader
08 July 2009 @ 06:27 am

HEY GUYS !

Haha. I abandoned my LJ for 3 weeks. Yeah. Really. I was in holiday 2 weeks ago, and the rest weeks, you know, internet problem ? LMAO. Dude, that's a pity of me =P

Don't you think my title this time is kinda...weird ? Yeah, that's my mood when I wrote this entry. I was mad with one of my ex-classmates. Nah, he, again, spilled out some mocking to me. Ah, just ignore it. God always loves patient people, don't you think ?

As a request from[info]disa96 , I'll tell you about my experience playing FMA doujin game, BlueBirds Illusion. I'll make it an LJCut, so if you think you don't need to read that, just skip it xD

Read here XD )


Huft, finally XD

By the way, I should admit, TRANSFORMERS 2 IS WAY TOO COOL 8D Even though they ( the reviewers )  said this movie had 40 mistakes and one of Michael Bay's ( the director of this film ) worst film ever, but for me, this is one of the best movie for this year xD. Ahahaha, I just remember, in my friend's blog, she said Megan Fox is actually a boy. But when she's 16 years old, she changed her body and also her **** o_O
so... Shia just kissed with a...boy ? BL ? GAAAAH ! DDX *faint*

And...why I keep thinking about shounen-ai relationship between those autobots ? Tika, you're way too crazy. Absolutely crazy -w-~

Ah, I planned to write all of my experience playing BlueBird's Illusion. I don't know why I'm fall in love with Pride Ed ! LOL XD
 
 
Current Location: My House, duh !
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Moments - Ayumi Hamasaki
 
 
lonesome leader
13 June 2009 @ 10:03 am
AH ! I forgot since when I wrote the last entries ==aa
WAHAHAHA I think I'm getting lazy to write some :P

Well, nothing much about my recently life though ~ I pass it happily, silently, quietly, badly.. *omg o_o*
But hey, there's good news from my report XD You wanna know what is it ?

So let's sing "WE'RE THE CHAMPIOOON ~~~ XDDD" ~ !!!!!
I don't mean to show-off or sth :P )

HAHAHAA only that I guess. And yeah, I also buy Animedia yesterday XD First I thought I'll buy Newtype...but...I WANNA TRY ANIMEDIA XD
and the result...

I was DISAPPOINTED =3= I do got a huge poster of Kuroshitsuji ( and luckily, there's SebastianXCiel inside XDDDD Oh I wish my mom don't recognize that poster as BL == ) and in the behind, there's a huge TIERIA ERDE sitting with his gakuran uniform ==;
I don't watch Gundam 00 though, but my insting said "hey, Tieria is quite hot, I think XD"

How about Newtype ? Well, the bonus is ALL FMA !! XDDD FMA Booklet ( which means I can see Kugi-chan clearer since I just download the booklet from the comm ) and also FMA book divider ! But what makes me afraid is...if I don't get the Alphonse's ones DX ( I mean the book divider ) I REALLY WANT TO GET THE ARU ONES XDD hahahaha



Huff, so here is my anime report ! I haven't wrote anything since 2 months ago so... yeah it'll be long XD

WATCHING ANIME :

Fullmetal Alchemist : Brotherhood - Well, I've watched it 'till episode 10...and hey ? I DON'T BELIEVE I WAS ACTUALLY CRYING WHEN HUGHES DIED ! I don't like Hughes, but I don't hate him either. It just...it felt so painful when saw Elicia's shocked face...and the worst..Elric Brothers and Winry, at the same time, was talking about Hughes' kindness..probably I was crying because that =3= I'm such a melancholic person...

I was thinking about new OP & ED of FMA:B and my feeling said, it won't as good as Yui's Again and Sid's Uso. Well, we won't know until they broadcast the episode 11 tomorrow...sucks, my modem is broken =3=

Tears To Tiara
- ARAWN-SAMA !! XDDDD ( oh my, after watching that episode 9, I'm starting to fangirling "him" more often XD ) So, my prediction ( or maybe it'll happen, because I've read the spoiler on Wiki :D ) Octavia gonna be Arawn's new wife ! X;D Well, I don't mind if Octavia become Arawn's...err...let's see.. 4th wife ? wahaha XD
I do like typical woman like Octavia, so it doesn't matter for me ~~

Oh yeah, I was planning to make an OOC dialogue ( or fanfic, I guess ) between Arawn and Arthur X'd they'll become a funny yet crazy couple, I guess XD

Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
- NEW ANIME on ANIMAX since May ! hahaha XD I thought I'll hear Konitan's crazy yet gentle voice everytime I watch this series..but then... KAMINA DEAD ! Ugh...I'll miss his voice, again =3=
And so, for me, this anime is kinda interesting, even though sometimes the artwork ( especially when the enemy's fleet exploded ) kinda weird for me o_o; and also the mecha looks extraordinary ( hahaha that's usual for somebody who only watch gundam as her first mecha anime :P )

I was expecting much from this anime, and I hope the ending will as good as...let's see.. what ? Well anyway, I hope the ending is satisfaying. Tanobu, Simon ! xD ( you know, adult!simon for me, is just like KAMINA ! XDD )

Hayate no Gotoku! -
Here comes the combat butler ! XD I've read the manga 'till vol 14, so if I missed one episode, it won't be matter. But hey, I also heard there's a few differences between anime and manga version. So I will do my best to not miss it ! XD
Afterall, I want hear Kugi-chan's cute voice ~~~ it reminds me with Alphonse ~ hahaha XD

And gosh, I was surprised with Hayate's seiyuu ! It's very awesome !  XD


I can't wrote much... aaaagh...actually  I want to tell about my experience watching Evangelion 1.01 in Blitz Megaplex..but my hand is too tired and I should read new chapter of FMA ! XD


Oh, yeah, many thanks for all friends who added me as your friend ! I never imagined you'll add such a lazy person like me ~ thanks a lot guys !

 
 
Current Location: My Mom's office !
Current Mood: curious
Current Music: Link - L'Arc-en-Ciel
 
 
lonesome leader
26 April 2009 @ 01:43 pm
Well, it's time to post another translation ~~
I can't say much at this time.. =="

*over-concentrated with the novel*




Free And Dream


Sung by : Suara
Tears To Tiara Opening Theme




CREDIT : Japanese, Romaji and English Lyrics were taken from
Gendou ~

It's a lot easier than the previous lyric, ahaha xDD

Dedicated to my friend,  [info]dioni_len :DD

 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: True Sky, Blue Sky - Aira Yuki
 
 
lonesome leader
25 April 2009 @ 09:48 pm
YEAH.. YEAH...
STFU.. you.. you childish brat.. aaargh.. just because A PIECE OF CARD, you cried without any regrets ?
sigh.
I wish I could write your name into my Death Note.
KUSO !
OMAE WA, WAGAMAMA BOCCHA ! URUSAI NAA ~ HETAKUSO ~~



Don't think the previous paragraph. I'm just spilling my madness last Wednesday. Really. Hahaha.
Well, I think the newest update from me is..

SPEAKING TEST IS COMING UP, GUYS !!


And now I'm in the middle of craziness, searching for my speech's material DDX I was planning to make a speech about Poverty of Indonesia ( it's not "planning", but it's a "must" -,- ) and now I'm having a lot of problem to collect the data and other people's opinion..
Well, it means I should read newspaper more often, eh ?

And I'd like to give 2 thumbs up to Ms. Mela, my violin teacher, for giving us new lesson last Thursday ~~ She taught us about Legato 2 ( Or whatever it calls, she just said that she taught us about Legato ). At first, it was quite difficult to master it. I had a problem in my finger ( maybe it was because my finger were too big -,- ),
Lucky I can master it. I realized, it's not a big deal. Just like what they said, a piece of cake ~~ ( I don't mean that I'm underrestimating this lesson, okay ?? )

I should fix my perfomance also so it could be smoothier. Huff ~ it's a long, long, way, huh ??


Anime Information ? HERE ~ )


Today, I got something new in my artbook collection.
WHAT IS IT ?

It's Shounen Onmyouji TV Anime Book ~~ in Mandarin Version.. ~~ ( aaah ~ I can ask my teacher to translate it =3= )
They gave DVD Anime for free, and of course, 2 OST and 3 Drama CD ~~ aaargh :3 I love th 1st Drama CD ~ xDD
It's quite worthy because it's in Mandarin Version, so if I can master mandarin, I could read it ~~ ahahaha xDD

By the way, the Anime on the CD just provide Mandarin Sub, oh sucks. ( great things I have the English Sub ver ==" )
*nosebleeding to see my Guren again, ahahaha xDD*

I hope I could capture it tomorrow ~~

 
 
Current Location: aah...
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Bouken Desho Desho - Aya Hirano
 
 
 
 

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